Deep inside from .......

I dont know who 2 trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But i'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime i try to make my self
Get back upon my feet
All i ever think about is this
All the tiring time between and how
Trying to put my trust to you
Just take so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'cause i swear for the last time
I won't trust my self with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you